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Everytime I dream I am 2 people, I am myself and I am some non-tangible
person watching me, I can never see out of my own eyes. I always dream in
colour, I drempt that I was a cartoon once, and the four people with me were
cartoons, we could fly, we flew past a bridge and through some sort of gateway
in Hell, all the creatures in Hell were cartoons, Satan was a cartoon, he
started chasing us and followed us through the gateway, we let him loose in
the city, he chased us into an old house, we couldn't fly anymore because I
had accidentally killed the "leader" of us (friends) we were cornered in the
attic and I woke up. Another time I drempt that I was in an old hotel with an
indoor swimming pool, when I dove in the pool I became a dolphin, and then
noticed other dolphins in the pool, I discovered that even though I was a
dolphin I had the colouring of a killer whale. Another time I drempt I was
dead and half decomposed and I could see all my living friends going by but
they couldn't see me because I was dead. Whenever I dream about my house, the
house in my dream is mine, the one where I have always lived but it's not the
house I in which I live in reality, I dreampt that there was a desert on the
other side of a screen door inside my house at the top of the stairs where a
landing used to be. In all my dreams I am always being threatened by some sort
of demonic, supernatural, undead, or vampyric type creature.
I saw some of you talking about wanting to wake up, or not wanting to have
another scary dream, or wanting to stop re-occuring dreams... I don't want to
have any control over my dreams, I don't want to stop having re-occuring
nightmares, I don't want to stop waking up scared or crying....I don't want to
have nice or happy dreams...My bad dreams stopped for awhile during a period
in my life...I started wearing pastel coloured sweaters, I stopped dying my
hair odd colours, I was happy, I didn't like being happy, I didn't like being
normal...then the dreams slowly started coming back and I started becoming
hateful, angry, depressed, etc... again...I like myself that way, but it's
nearly 4am and I believe I must be babbling, but I cannot help it...I can only
think at night, when it's dark...which reminds me that I never see the sky in
my dreams....the best I can describe what would be above me when I am outside
in my dreams, is like some dark empty void.....